3 More Days

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Not much left

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Soon MAY will be gone

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3 more days to bear

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Cant wait for June

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I HATE MAY

The Fav Tag

A Tag from the sweet delicious "Anony" (your pic makes me crave for sweets)
I have to post a picture of my favourite thing..
I thought hard and long and i discovered that i dont have one fav thing.. Anyhow, since i cant decided on what my fav one thing is, i will post 4 pics of my fav things..

1. I have 2 rings and bracelets that i always wear, so i guess that is my fav thing..




2. This is my life... MY CAR.. without it i am lost.. so i guess its also my fav thing..




3. MY PHONE THAT I ABSOLUTELY ADORE!! yes, also my fav thing..




4. Last fav thing is THIS =D (without it my life is cashless lool)

As a conclusion, i discovered that all my fav things are the things that i paid for myself.. except for the one ring and one bracelet that i got as a gift =D

So i gotta tag 4 bloggers, so i choose to TAG *drum rolls*

Ms.D (shoofi, i dont care if you dont do tags, this one you will do or 9adaqtna entahat and blogoshpear shahid 3ala kalamii =p)

Karamila (since she likes to take photos this should be easy for her)

Queen Nusy (You know why!! next time laugh at me)

Bahrain Fashion (Would really be interesting to see what is your fav thing =p)

25th May

25th of May 08 is the day where my life changed and took a different turn that led to where I am today.. No words can describe how truly I am lucky to have you in my life..

All I can say is ‘Thank You’.. Thank you for being a friend, a guide and the light of my happy path..

A year has passed eventful and blissful..
To more years of togetherness and amazing friendship..

Love you always
Xoxoxox
Loomie

Funny Convo

Standy: You should totally hear this song mal Usher
Sexy Lips: Which one?
Standy: Moving Mountains
Sexy Lips: ok..
Standy: Zain, i am on my way to the bank, dont forget to listen to the song
Sexy Lips: Sure.. i will now search for its lyrics..
Standy: Ok =D
Sexy Lips: Screwing Mountains right?
Standy: (o.0) yeah sure.. why do wanna screw the mountain??


LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL XD TU7FAAA!!!

I Cooked Prawns

So today was the day "Standy" cooked prawns.. I didnt eat them so i dont know how they tasted but i will share with you how they looked like..

This the food we had for lunch.. my sis cooked the steamed rice, the maid made the salad, and i cooked the rest...

This is prawns with ginger, mushroom and capsicum.. a little on the Asian side.. kinda sweet and sour.. this was stir fried!!

This is prawns with garlic, lemon, potato and chili..this was grilled!!

This is prawns with tomatoes and coconut.. cooked like a curry kinda thing!!

The victims of my food.. My sister, my brother in law, sexy lips, my cousin rahma, Queen Nusy, my mom, my dad and my brother.. Lets hope none gets food poisoning!!

To more kitchen adventures..

Standy

P.s To all who commented and gave me tips on how to cook the prawns, thank you so much, they did come in handy..

Disappointment..

Its hard being old enough to understand and see the world as you see it today..
Its hard to get to know that things are not always what they seem like..
Its hard to face reality and recognize that not everything is pink and obvious..
Its hard when you have to be forced to hear the truth about a person that is an amazing role model figure in your life..
Its hard to change your feelings when you don’t know what you should be feeling anymore..
Its hard when it all hits you at once that you don’t have a moment to wrap your head about what just happened..
Its hard that with your disappointment you are still in denial..
Its hard when you refuse to believe the obvious..
Its hard when you cant prove anything wrong..
Its hard when you cant help out to fix things..
Its hard that all you could do is just listen when it kills you each time the topic comes..

I donno if what I am feeling is disappointment or denial.. Its just hard that after all this time, now that I am a grown up its decide to be shared it with me… Being an adult comes with responsibilities.. But when it comes to me as a person, I may be an adult by having the information shared with, but I am still a kid when it comes to taking action.. Its no black and white life that we live in.. Its just disappointing when I am deliberately told about things that i really didn’t want to know about.. Things that i always believed are no longer true..

Above all, its hard to get over this disappointment when rage is building up each time i remember the topic and i know that i cant do anything about it.. Nothing can solve this.. Whenever I think of this, I can’t help but breakdown and cry…

P.s Can MAY be over already???

Never Apologize

18 Things a GIRL should NEVER APOLOGIZE for:

1- Never Apologize for pursuing what makes you happy. Even if you need to quit your job, transfer schools, or move across country, always do what you really want..

2- Never Apologize for using proper English. Keeping it real doesn't mean you have to speak Ebonics..

3- Never Apologize for giving your best in a relationship that just didn't work out..

4- Never Apologize for crying. Wear waterproof mascara and express yourself..

5- Never Apologize for being successful. Only haters want to keep you at their level..

6- Never Apologize for the ten pounds you need to lose. People who truly care about you will accept you as you are..

7- Never Apologize for being frugal. Just because you save your money instead of blowing it on the latest fashion emergency doesn't mean you're cheap..

8- Never Apologize for treating yourself to something special. Sometimes you have to show yourself some appreciation..

9- Never Apologize for demanding respect. You are to always be treated as a Queen..

10- Never Apologize for leaving an abusive relationship. Your safety should always be a priority..

11- Never Apologize for setting high standards in a relationship. You know what you can tolerate and what simply gets on your nerves..

12- Never Apologize for dating outside your race. Just because you found Mr. Right across the color line doesn't mean you don't love your people..

13- Never Apologize to your new friends about old friends. There's a reason she's been your girl from day one..

14- Never Apologize for ordering dessert or more than one dessert..

15- Never Apologize for saying NO..

16- Never Apologize for not knowing how to cook. Even if you can't burn it like Grandma, you know how to order good take out.. (Right Girl!)

17- Never Apologize for making more money than your man, you work hard and you deserve to get paid..

18- Never Apologize for being YOU!

KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD.. ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT GOD LOVES YOU AND HE ALWAYS HAS YOUR BACK..

I Wanna Cook Prawns

I feel like cooking prawns.. I don’t like prawns and I don’t eat prawns,, but somehow I have this craving to cook it just for the sake of cooking it.. Since I am no expert in sea food, I tried to search online and get recipes but I got lost.. too many things out there.. I kinda like the lemon or garlic or chili flavour kinda thing.. I am not a prawns lover so I wouldn’t know how it tastes.. Anyone who loves prawns can give me an idea on which is the best flavour.. anyone ever cooked prawns?? Any recipe suggestions??

Still Hating May

So nothing new here,,, May sucks big time.. Everyone is busy with exams or assignments or making summer plans or involved in some madness..

May is still messing things up
- My financial is going down the drain
- I am broke
- Its getting hot
- My diet is upside down

The things that I look forward to..
- My sacred tea time after work at my place with My Tomato and Sab.. Its so relaxing and I am glad we are doing it very often.. They have proven to be great friends..
- Meeting Muffin after sooo long..
- May 25th

- Getting my salary
- The end of MAY

- Making my summer plans

I think ĐǻñĎõøðñ gave up on her diet.. I am glad that Maitha* is doing great with her diet.. I am so inspired by zuz and Zabo0o6a for really doing the diet right.. Wallah they give me hope.. But to be fair I did loose.. i think =D ..I don’t want to weigh myself =D .. I would like to enjoy the feeling that I have that says I lost =D

To What Extent?

“Look in my eyes and lie to me… tell me ‘I love you’ like you mean it”
To what extend would you go just to feel loved, appreciated and cared for?!!
Does it make sense for someone in their right mind to become this pathetic??
Why do we always excuse these crazy acts if they fall under love???
Yeah they say love is crazy and you shouldn’t justify it.. Really? Shouldn’t we??

“If you love me as much as you say you do, please leave me alone”
This is another of the many pathetic lines out there..
What does this really mean??
Will it show how I can’t leave without you and I should keep calling and smsing and showing you what you mean in my life?
Or should I really leave you alone and you would assume that I never cared that much to start with and with each day passes by I die more and more coz I am just THAT strong to do what you asked of me while you just HATE me more and more coz you think I don’t care..

How confusing the life we live in!!! And how pathetic love is..
I tell you all this negativity coz it’s MAY!!!!
I still hate MAY!!

I Hate May

I don’t like May.. May is suppose to be a very nice and wonderful month.. May so far I’m not liking.. Yes its been only 3 days and its just not on its best behaviour with me.. May has gone almighty on me.. May is washing me with negativity.. Too many things May is making me suffer through..

- I’m lost at work..
- I don’t know what I want..
- I don’t feel like dieting..
- I don’t feel like playing football..
- I don’t feel like training..
- I don’t feel like talking to people..
- I don’t feel like doing anything..
- Nothing I do goes according to plan..
- I don’t get what I want or need..
- Real Madrid lost to Barcelona 2-6 OUCH!! I cant believe they lost that much in yesterdays match!!!
- My financial plan is not working..

I’m not depressed,, I am perfectly fine, its just the mood madri aish feeh.. I want to travel, but I donno where should I go.. I feel like going to a beachy place and just chill, read a book, or ride a boat or I donno what.. I feel like being so lazy.. I hate May..

Let go to the positive side:
- I feel that I lost weight and I am feeling so good about my body..
- I miss Muffin..
- I miss Tomeh..
- I miss Merry..
- I miss Dr.Cullen..
- Not sure why missing someone is on the positive side..
- Some of my friends proved their friendship to me which made me so happy..

May May Be So Kind To Me And Prove My May Hating Wrong...

Fascinating fact: My company has 40,000 employees where only 5,000 are actually hired and belongs to the company while the rest are all contractors!!!