Sunday, July 14, 2013


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I decided against the fitbit and this is what i got instead, for many reasons and mainly coz the application is not available in my country somehow and the fit bit it to be ordered online which means delay and coz i could buy this hehe..

So yeah i got the UP,, and so far my spirits are UP and positive :)

So far it has shown me how lazy i am and how very INACTIVE i am and how i think i eat less but in reality i do eat more that what i burn in the day therefore i am instead of me loosing and i am gaining while thinking i am becoming sexy by just eating and thinking i am not so lazy..

So my plan is to workout in Ramadan.. Daily or at least 5 days a week.. reduce my food and monitor my sleep :D

so far my sleep is not as good.. but i am loving how this thing wakes me up..

Its been two days and so far I am liking it.. will share more details on the review :)

Thursday, July 4, 2013

A Plan..

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So here is a plan.. i need to loose wieght.. yes yes yes its a struggle and evey fat cell in my body refuses to detach themselves from me.. i know tough love :)

So where does that leave me? That leaves me in the middle of the getting in the new shape of the era which is ROUND!

So to motivate myself.. i decided to buy myself a gift for me birthday which is "Fitbit Flex"
YAY to me :)

well i still didnt buy it and not sure when i will get it or if i will get it i am confused but i am so sure that this will motivate me so maybe inshallah i will.. i need to research more about it..

on a lighter note.. haha funny lighter really?? well, on a side note.. ohh sounded like a side dish.. now i feel like having chicken wings on the side lool..

I am determind to make an effrot to look sexy..

And me SEXY is to be fit and healthy..

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

No Title..

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This is what of those posts that doesn't really have a meaning but you know its just something  that you wanna do and put out there and i bet by the end of reading this you would wasted your seconds reading something that has no head no body and no toe lol.. you dig??

Good.. Moving on!

Whats up with girls wanting to "bring back their virginity" ??! like really, since when is sex the norm around here? OMG YOUR 18 YOU SHOULD HAVE ALREADY DONE IT WITH YOUR BF!! really?? REALLY??

Do i blame the family? or the tv shows that the teenagers are glued to? when did thier morals become so low!!!!

On another note.. exceeding at work by using your sexuality.. hmm.. i wouldn't have believed it if i didnt really see it! but oh b-o-h-o-y! it does happen.. and its so so0oo saaaaaad!!

Speaking of work!
i have loads of things and tasks and mini stuff to do but somehow i cant bring myself to do any.. i really need professional help! where is my doctor when you need her????

i gave up on all sort of things,, writing a list.. making task.. giving myself timing and it all went down the pooper lool..

oh oh oh and the last thing before i leave coz guess what.. YES its time to go home!!

I seem to grow horizontal on the wide side rather than shrinking.. I try to stop eating and (i dont workout) but i do try to eat less and think but i don't seem to have been loosing..

So Ramadan is coming and inshallah i will be working out (that is the plan) and i need to get more religious and eat less and think of the less fortunate :)

So yeah.. that is all for now..

Till i post again..

wishing you a lovely day :D

Sunday, June 30, 2013


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Where do i start.. Where do i end?
I sit and wonder.. But i just feel lost..

Saturday, March 16, 2013


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How often do you act childish?? I admit that I am over childish when I feel that something is mine and I have the right to have it or get angry about it although it’s very childish. And when I state the reason I see how ridicules I am and I actually don’t make sense at all.

I am not sure why but I can’t seem to get over this feeling as fast as I would like, not I don’t dwell on them but I guess I am looking for some sort of reassurance and when I don’t get that it makes me sad.

So I feel sad and disappointed and I start doubting everything and over evaluating things. I think I need to get a grip and stop the negative thoughts from invading my memories and creating more dramas in my head.

I think I deserve to be childish but for how long?

Monday, March 11, 2013

How bored am i at work?

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I wont say i am bored at work, i actually have lots to do.. well the 2011 i was bored and the routine was killing me and in 2012 i got an interesting job but i had lots of free time i guess and i developed the habit of watching TV series at work..

So in the course of a year, at work i managed to see:
1. According to Jim 1 Season
2. Hope and Faith 3 Seasons
3. Two and Half Men 9 Seasons
4. Torchwood 4 Season
5. White Collar 4 Seasons
6. Arrested Development 3 Seasons
7. Its always sunny in Philadelphia Seasons (4,5 and 6)
8. Reaper 2 Seasons
9. The King of Queens 9 Seasons
10 Caprica 1 Season

All together its almost 490 episodes i've watched all together at work lol..

And its time to go HOME..

Catchya all later :D

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Its been so long..

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*dusts my blog, uses pledge and glass cleaner, puts some oud and bahkoor*

There now my blog looks presentable and approachable hehehe...

Its been FOREVER since i last posted (last post was Oct 2012).. I cant believe its been that long. I always say i will get back to writing (and i do miss writing) but i feel that i lost my mojo along the way. With my marriage and divorce and my mental status and work and baking business and the family i feel that i don't have time.. Well i believe i do have time but i am not organizing my thoughts or my time properly..

Recently i changed my job description and i do feel lost yet i feel i am accomplishing something.. hahaha weird i know i am just awesome like that :p

sometimes before i drift to sleep i get so many thoughts or things i wanna blog and say and the moment i sleep and wake up i forget about it and the day just takes me away..

So i am hoping this will be a start of many more posts, if not then i will officially retire lol.

I feel OLD!

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