Voice of Inspiration #6

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light , not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of god. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make and manifest the glory of god that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
-Marianne Williamson“Our Greatest Fear” from her book “A Return To Love"

How I spent my Eid..

Day 1 Monday
Morning- Greeting People
Afternooon—HOOME

Day 2 Tuesday
Morning- People coming over to great us
Afternoon- HHOOOMMMEEE

Day 3 Wednesday
Morning- HHHOOMMMEEE
Afternoon- HHOOOMMMMEEEE

Day 4 Thursday
Morning- HHOOOMMMEEE
Afternooon- Friends came over to watch a movie

Day 5 Friday
Morning- Went out to greet my aunty
Afternoon- beach volley ball with the football girls then went to meet my other friends..


So over all, with all the amount of HOME that I had, I can honestly say, I did have a break and I did relax and it was my something different.. and for once, I am actually enjoying Saturday and my first day back to work, even though I slept like at 1am and woke at 6:20am

So how did you spend your Eid??

To all you people who are back to work and studying, I am wishing you a all the best and may god bless you =)

1 Year Old..

Today Stand-Alones'~ blog compeltes one year..
who would have thought...

140 posts and still on going..

Honeslty i thought i would give up and stop writting after 3 months or so..
I am glad i didnt =)

I can proudly say, i have a family here..

To amazing friendships and more voices to share..
Wishing you a Happy Standy Day =D

Eidkum Mubarak..

1. This Ramadan passed so fast that I didn’t feel it..
2. Eid is not like before.. Madri, I am just not feeling the eid..
3. I haven’t done anything for this eid.. I didn’t shop and I didn’t get me any new outfits for going out at night..
4. I have no real eid plans.
5. All I want to do is just rest and stay at home.. I don’t feel like going out at all...
6. I wanna travel..
7. I am not feeling this eid =(
8. Hope your eid is better than mine!!

Kul 3am o antum bekhair o 3asakum min 3awadah

Yesterday =)

YESTERDAY WAS SOMETHING ELSE!!!!
I’ve been confronted TWICE.. You know when one thing opens the rest follows.. I admit to one mistake but I don’t agree on how society judges you..

A friend came up to me and told me how come I said that I cant talk to her.. She said, we are friends, we are buddies, we talk about everything and everything how can you say that you can’t talk to me? The thing is, sometimes I feel in some subjects that I cant talk to you about coz we might fight and I don’t want that.. You know, her reply was “if we do fight and argue about it, we are friends and we will get over it, in the end is opinions if I want I will take it if not I won’t”!! 9ara7a its true, and that is a true friendship… My mistake is that I did assume and think.. I also judged her friends without knowing them which was very wrong to do..

The other one was, I was talked to by my friends on the friends that I have and the group that I know and have around me.. I was told “coz I love you I am telling you this, but there are a lot of words and people are talking about you based on the people you hang around with and they are judging you"
So I was judged coz I know people who smoke..
So I was judged coz I know people who drink..
So I was judged coz I know people who are gay..
So I was judged coz I know people who are divorced..
So I was judged coz I know people who are married..
So I was judged coz I know people who are free..

So I was judged coz I know people who party..

So I was judged coz I know people who try to make a difference..

It doesn’t matter how great these people are.. As long as they are wrong and society doesn’t accept them, then I shouldn’t.. Do they make sense or they don’t.. I donno wallah.. Bas I’ve been told to be careful and choose my crowd wisely =/ we know you are not like that and you do nothing wrong but you hang around with people who do so they think you are one of them..


Yesterday I learned that you should give your friends more credit and never assume a reaction on a person based on their reaction to other people..

Yesterday I learned that no matter how you are or what you are or who you try to be it doesn’t matter if you society doesn’t approve.. Even if you say I don’t care and I will live my life, society will still bring you down..




OH YESTERDAY I HAD LOST OF FUN… regardless of the serious talk with me.. I had my friends and cousins come over to my house from 8pm till 12 midnight… it was AMAZING!!! We had a blast and it was great having 15 of us just going crazy and acting our age, which was 12 LOL.. For the 4 hours we hung around, we lived our moment and enjoyed it to the last bit!! Thank you all for making yesterday memorable.. It was GREAT having you all there..

Oh I might be going to Dubai somewhere in October.. Not sure till now but I am excited coz it will be parentless and a girls only road trip =D

How was your yesterday?

An Observation Voiced Out Loud!! (1)

When is enough, enough??!!

I wonder sometimes how our human brains work or how come we never listen to the voice of reason anymore… This is for you.. You know who you are! When will you choose your pride over your love? A love that brought you nothing but misery and pain and I have to watch you each night suffer from this and cry yourself to sleep.. The moment you are mad and strong you stand up and say NEVER AGAIN, this is the end of it but when the morning comes, you forget it all and go back xyz while you know that a broken record always repeats it self.. I ask you, what do you gain from doing this? Are you happy? Are you satisfied? What is it that you are getting out of it? Unfortunately you are answer me with nothing and I don’t know why I am doing this.. Relationships are suppose to be easy.. Yes you will have the ups and downs but most of the time it will be a smooth road.. If its not a smooth road then I think its time you change the road.. Love is never about power while here its clearly the case.. You’ve been made worthless a number of times only to see your value through your friends eyes.. We always try to make you feel better about yourself but I donno if we do succeed in it.. I care about you and I hate seeing you in this state.. You know how your situation is at the moment and you really don’t need this..

Relationship is about understanding (you are not getting that)
Relationship is about trust (I believe xyz doesn’t trust you at ALL)
Relationship is about compromising (I believe you did what was asked from you and whatever you asked was replied with “I am a man”)
Relationship is about support (I don’t see you getting support especially now that you need it the most)
Relationship is about making it work (xyz always gives up on the first glimpse of argument)

The list is long but I am going to cut it short.. I am not going to say anything right now.. I will leave this to my readers to write what they think what you should do..

Bloggers, this one is for you.. Advice her.. That is her case.. Its an 80% emotionally abusive and mind games relationship.. 90% dominate from one side and every unbalanced.

Back to WORK X(

-I HATE SATURDAYS…

-Ufff I just finished my leave and today is my first day back to work.. And I am not feeling the people.. I AM NOT FEELING THE LOVE!!!

-Imagine, I start my day with spending almost 10min on hold with IT coz I forgot my log in password for my PC and I spent 30 min resolving this issue.. From 7:30am till 8:00 am o ana just faxing them my damn I.D only not to be reached, then I had to email it to them from my friends account and finally they got it and issue solved and closed!!!

-People were happy to see me only to give me back my wok which I AM NOT happy to take by the way..

-Do you believe that I forgot that I moved from my current team to another one lool.. I was totally lost when they said “Standy moved to this team” I swear the shock on my face was priceless lool.. then I remembered lol.. damn!

-Imagine, my inbox was full and closed and I have like 140 emails in them and NONE of them were work related LOOOOL!! Does this prove something, e7im, I don’t think so lool.. BUT I did have miss calls from I donno who, which means people were searching for me (yeah sure whatever makes me happy right??!!!)

I'm Back..

I'm Back..
I'm Sick..
and we lost.. lool

Thank you all for your comments and wishies.. They did mean alot to me..

MAITHA :**** I MISSS YOU ALOT!!!

TWINZY lool.. thankx for the Cheers..

ANONY, lool. i am posting this outfit just for you..

KARAMILAH, it was great meeting you =D

here is the outfit that Anony came to cheer me with lol (she didnt come, i wasted my money on her)

it was a good experience though.. now i am chilling at home with my flu (not swine) just normal one..

I met wonderful people when i was there..
i befriended some and i envied most LOL

So let see..
the teams that were there, Egypt, Jordan, Bahrain, Kuwait, Emirate A, Emirate B, El shabab el 3arabi (UAE) and Oman..

Oman vs El Shabab el 3arabi aka Nigeria (suppose to be UAE but the whole team was the women from the Beijing Olympic) so yeah, we lost...
Oman vs Bahrain, we lost...
Oman vs Egypt, we lost..
Oman vs Jordan (friendly match) yes, we lost lool..

3 girls from Tunis came to play with us in our team bas ham we lost.. 3adi but the experience was worth it.. these girls were in the national team and they are AMAZING!!

Over all, the team was understanding, too much drama that i want to forget about, and most of all, amazing food and a good bed =D

Now i am back, no work till next week, i dont feel like working abadan!!!
i am chilling at home..

Ramadan went by so fast!!

On a Break- OFF TO AD =D

Ok.. so i am officially on my way to Abu Dhabi =D

Going to this football tournament out there regardless if i play or not, its a nice break from the work, house and routine.. ohhh did i tell you guys that i became the team manager of the team lool.. Imagine me Team Manager LOL.. oh yeah and the legal guardian of 4 girls LOOOOL.. wallah its funny.. and now they are calling me MOM loool.. allah yestir 3al fareeeq dam ana el manager!!!

I AM HAAAPPPPYY!!

My official summer break starts today..

I wont be blogging or checking blogs at this time, i think i will be busy training, playing matches, eating and sleeping.. I will try to twitter the results and what is happening and the shocking things i face lool.. for those who have my phone number, you can contact me there..

Wishing you all Ramadan Kareem and Wish me and my team luck and i hope we win =D

P.s ANONY, tick tock!! waiting for you.. ana mata3abt nafsi afa9al el outfits and pay for them and in the end you are a NO SHOW!!!

P.p.s ANOONNYYY,,, TAKE MY TWINZY (desertpalms) WITH YOU!!! yes its an order and i am demanding that!!

P.p.p.s ANNOONNYYY kani zawad.tha lool.. bas mafi shay,, salamtish.. =p

Here is something i did long time back, and my friends answered, now lets see how well do you bloggers know standy =D

http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/take-quiz.php?id=0908170338136117&a=1

Love You All..

XOXO



Over and Out