Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I have to post a picture of my favourite thing..
I thought hard and long and i discovered that i dont have one fav thing.. Anyhow, since i cant decided on what my fav one thing is, i will post 4 pics of my fav things..
1. I have 2 rings and bracelets that i always wear, so i guess that is my fav thing..
2. This is my life... MY CAR.. without it i am lost.. so i guess its also my fav thing..
3. MY PHONE THAT I ABSOLUTELY ADORE!! yes, also my fav thing..
4. Last fav thing is THIS =D (without it my life is cashless lool)
As a conclusion, i discovered that all my fav things are the things that i paid for myself.. except for the one ring and one bracelet that i got as a gift =D
So i gotta tag 4 bloggers, so i choose to TAG *drum rolls*
Ms.D (shoofi, i dont care if you dont do tags, this one you will do or 9adaqtna entahat and blogoshpear shahid 3ala kalamii =p)
Karamila (since she likes to take photos this should be easy for her)
Queen Nusy (You know why!! next time laugh at me)
Bahrain Fashion (Would really be interesting to see what is your fav thing =p)
Monday, May 25, 2009
All I can say is ‘Thank You’.. Thank you for being a friend, a guide and the light of my happy path..
A year has passed eventful and blissful..
To more years of togetherness and amazing friendship..
Love you always
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Sexy Lips: Which one?
Standy: Moving Mountains
Sexy Lips: ok..
Standy: Zain, i am on my way to the bank, dont forget to listen to the song
Sexy Lips: Sure.. i will now search for its lyrics..
Standy: Ok =D
Sexy Lips: Screwing Mountains right?
Standy: (o.0) yeah sure.. why do wanna screw the mountain??
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL XD TU7FAAA!!!
Friday, May 22, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Its hard to get to know that things are not always what they seem like..
Its hard to face reality and recognize that not everything is pink and obvious..
Its hard when you have to be forced to hear the truth about a person that is an amazing role model figure in your life..
Its hard to change your feelings when you don’t know what you should be feeling anymore..
Its hard when it all hits you at once that you don’t have a moment to wrap your head about what just happened..
Its hard that with your disappointment you are still in denial..
Its hard when you refuse to believe the obvious..
Its hard when you cant prove anything wrong..
Its hard when you cant help out to fix things..
Its hard that all you could do is just listen when it kills you each time the topic comes..
I donno if what I am feeling is disappointment or denial.. Its just hard that after all this time, now that I am a grown up its decide to be shared it with me… Being an adult comes with responsibilities.. But when it comes to me as a person, I may be an adult by having the information shared with, but I am still a kid when it comes to taking action.. Its no black and white life that we live in.. Its just disappointing when I am deliberately told about things that i really didn’t want to know about.. Things that i always believed are no longer true..
Above all, its hard to get over this disappointment when rage is building up each time i remember the topic and i know that i cant do anything about it.. Nothing can solve this.. Whenever I think of this, I can’t help but breakdown and cry…
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
May is still messing things up
- My financial is going down the drain
- I am broke
- Its getting hot
- My diet is upside down
The things that I look forward to..
- My sacred tea time after work at my place with My Tomato and Sab.. Its so relaxing and I am glad we are doing it very often.. They have proven to be great friends..
- Meeting Muffin after sooo long..
- May 25th
- The end of MAY
I think ĐǻñĎõøðñ gave up on her diet.. I am glad that Maitha* is doing great with her diet.. I am so inspired by zuz and Zabo0o6a for really doing the diet right.. Wallah they give me hope.. But to be fair I did loose.. i think =D ..I don’t want to weigh myself =D .. I would like to enjoy the feeling that I have that says I lost =D
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
To what extend would you go just to feel loved, appreciated and cared for?!!
Does it make sense for someone in their right mind to become this pathetic??
Why do we always excuse these crazy acts if they fall under love???
Yeah they say love is crazy and you shouldn’t justify it.. Really? Shouldn’t we??
“If you love me as much as you say you do, please leave me alone”
This is another of the many pathetic lines out there..
What does this really mean??
Will it show how I can’t leave without you and I should keep calling and smsing and showing you what you mean in my life?
Or should I really leave you alone and you would assume that I never cared that much to start with and with each day passes by I die more and more coz I am just THAT strong to do what you asked of me while you just HATE me more and more coz you think I don’t care..
How confusing the life we live in!!! And how pathetic love is..
I tell you all this negativity coz it’s MAY!!!!
I still hate MAY!!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
- I’m lost at work..
- I don’t know what I want..
- I don’t feel like dieting..
- I don’t feel like playing football..
- I don’t feel like training..
- I don’t feel like talking to people..
- I don’t feel like doing anything..
- Nothing I do goes according to plan..
- I don’t get what I want or need..
- Real Madrid lost to Barcelona 2-6 OUCH!! I cant believe they lost that much in yesterdays match!!!
- My financial plan is not working..
I’m not depressed,, I am perfectly fine, its just the mood madri aish feeh.. I want to travel, but I donno where should I go.. I feel like going to a beachy place and just chill, read a book, or ride a boat or I donno what.. I feel like being so lazy.. I hate May..
Let go to the positive side:
- I feel that I lost weight and I am feeling so good about my body..
- I miss Muffin..
- I miss Tomeh..
- I miss Merry..
- I miss Dr.Cullen..
- Not sure why missing someone is on the positive side..
- Some of my friends proved their friendship to me which made me so happy..
May May Be So Kind To Me And Prove My May Hating Wrong...
Fascinating fact: My company has 40,000 employees where only 5,000 are actually hired and belongs to the company while the rest are all contractors!!!