Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
let me give you an introduction shways.. Um Kisha, hathi wa7da ma3ay fil dawam, she is Indonesian and teh most annoying person ever.. very snobby and lets say is one of the many reasons BBB doesn’t believe in my and one of the many reasons my promotion wasn’t going through and one of the many reasons that my name in the company is worthless.. I don’t like her attitude and I don’t like the way she thinks and I just plain don’t like how she thinks she is the best.. Now as a person to talk to, she has her moments, in her work she is great but she doesn’t know how to deal with people.. she is just plain RUDE!
Anyway, she came over at my desk and saw a C-Class Mercedes Benz booklet and she was like ohhh my dream car blah blah blah and started chatting away… So now standy goes and makes a big mistake.. I ask her “what are you doing for lunch” she really never got around to answer me this question, when she went back to her office, she sends me an email saying “where did you want to go at lunch time?” .. now I am mentally kicking myself.. so I walk to her office and the conversation goes something like this:
Standy: I was going to get a take away from this café and I remembered you liked it so I was just wondering if you wanted me to get you something on my way back
Um Kisha: No its ok, I will come with you…
Standy: *no no no that is not what I had in mind* I have some errnds to run, I will just get a take away
Um Kisha: yeah no problem I will join
Standy: I will take long, I have to go to the bank than al fair and so on
Um Kisha: yeah no problem, I also want to go to al fair
Standy: *blank look*
Um Kisha: plus I want to see how you are driving with your new wheels
Standy: LOOL!! I changed my wheels like million years ago (and its not like you never rode my car after I changed my wheels)
Um Kisha: yeah I wanna see your driving skills…
Standy: *fake smile* and leaves her office…
5 min later..
Um Kisha come at my desk: so when are we leaving?
Um Kisha: ok good..
And goes away
WHY LORD.. wasn’t I OBVIOUS enough that I DON’T WANT COMPANY??? *sigh*
This will be a looong lunch break!!!!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Here i am signing for you with my very nice voice loool
HHAAPPYY BBIIRRTTHHDDAAYY TTOOO YYOOUUUU
HHAAPPYY BBIIRRTTHHDDAAYY TTOOO YYOOUUUU
HHAAPPYY BBIIRRTTHHDDAAYY YYAA DR.CULLEN
HHAAPPYY BBIIRRTTHHDDAAYY TTOOO YYOOUUUU
i <3 Dr.Cullen
I love you and i miss you girl..
Monday, April 20, 2009
It is not all about me!!!
I can’t fix everything and make everyone better!!
Sometimes it’s best if I leave the person alone!!
The sad thing is, I always realize it VERY late..
And the pathetic thing is, I regret everything I say and do before it hits me..
The worst thing is, my intentions are always misinterpreted as a sign of weakness and trying too hard to fit in..
The unbelievable thing is that I never learn… la I do learn but I don’t seem to grasp it well to not do it again..
I need to see, observe, and then take action instead of taking the action, observing the out come of my doings and THEN thinking!!
Am I that bad of a person? I mean I do put their interest in mind.. *sigh*.. How come in whatever I do I never see the negative side or how will it affect the person.. all i want is for them to know is that i care and i am there when they need me or IF they need me..
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Him: Yeah I stay late sometimes up to 10 or 11 at night..
Me: Maskeeen.. all this 3ashan work
(7elo.. till now he is just a workaholic)
(Then this piece of information comes)
Him: "Do you know that this office maskoon” -->haunted..
Me: *looking at him shocked* Na3am????
Him: Whenever I work late I start hearing voices and sounds.. Like water in the bathroom running and when I check it there is nothing..
Me: *mental note to self, never work past working hours*
Another colleague was standing next to us listen to this and he confirmed that is it true, coz sometimes he also stays in the office late and he does encounter these things too..
As if that information wasn’t enough he goes and says:
Him: "Do you know that this land used to be a graveyard??”
Once he said that I almost spit the tea that I was drinking..
Me: *looking at him very shocked* na3man?? What the hell? Graveyard??
Him: Yes,, and ask anyone of the old guys around Oman and they will tell you.. A large part of this land is actually a graveyard.. Then coz of the location I think, they decided to built offices here and the rest is history..
Me: Wow I never knew that..
Him: Actually lands in Athiba are being distributed to people while they know it was a grave yard before.. Recently a Friend of mine got a land and as he was digging for foundation, bodies started to appear!!!
ME VERY SHOCKED WITH THIS FACT.. ya3ni I donno how the government thinks.. The othere colleague also confirmed about the graveyard thing and started naming area’s where they built houses or road on them and appeartnly it is known but its in a hush hush mode...
My office is built on a graveyard..
No wonder houses around that area are maskooneen and freaky creepy things happen.. “Ashwa” (as my fellow kuwaites would say) my house is not built on a graveyard..
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
The pain is like nothing I have experienced before..
Never thought I would ever be in this situation..
Although, I have always anticipated a day like this but never this soon..
Sometimes I wonder, why wasn’t I prepared..
The voices within knew it all.. and all I had to do was listen..
The game is over and the players are dead..
God, it feels so wired to win when you are actually loosing it all..
I guess there in nothing left to do but breath it all and just endure the pain..
Next time I should just listen to the voices within…
P.s (this is just something i wrote long time back and i felt like sharing)
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Now with all the gifts that mom got, I got more confused on what to get her!! So I decided, I will just invite both mom and dad to dinner in a restaurant they have never been to, - this weekend-, get them a card and will see about the gifts later.. or maybe dinner could be their gift =)
I discovered! (No.1)
I get more and more nervous when I talk to my supervisor and he asks me to explain something.. its not about not knowing it, I know it all but I find it hard.. I keep on mixing Arabic and English together which is NOT GOOD considering this is a presentation that I need to give twice in one day for an audience of say 50-100 if not more!!! ME NO LIKEY!!
I really need to get over this.. it needs to be perfect so my boss changes her views on me.. You see BBB doesn’t believe in my and thinks I am just full of it for nothing and I don’t have the capabilities to pull this off!! In case you are wondering, she is British…
I discovered! (No.2)
I thought that I was lovable and people actually e7u6ooni eb 3ain el e3tibar.. Well I just got my reality check on Wednesday.. Office people are so munafiqeeen.. allahuma ma9ali7.. anyways I wont get into that.. Lets just say, I learned my lesson.. I am not angry, I am just shocked, coz if it was me, I would have asked about you… It was all about miscommunication and how the word travels.. Somehow we never bother to validate what is said to us if it is not from the source it self… 6af..
I discovered (No.3)
I can actually lead a team!! The couch wasn’t here for a week and I was asked to train the girls for football (3ashan deze hates it when I say soccer).. I would say I was 80% successful and I managed to get their respect. The only thing I failed in, was to let them know that I am more of a coach than a friend during the training session.. Lesson learned.. but I am happy of the outcome and the girls made me proud by obeying =)
I discovered (No.4)
Coming sooon!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
Hint: Office Location!!
(this really needs a post by it self)
Lets see, my trainer aka Marwa had to leave the county in a hurry but she will be back in a week time.. last week, I kinda ate healthy and I am proud of myself, for my commitment towards football, jogging and tennis. I worked out 4 out of 3 days, and that is good!!
This week Allah ya3lam what will I be doing.. I am getting lazy all over again =(
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
And also, my mom’s birthday is coming up in 2 days time.. I donno what to get her.. so a suggestion for dearest mommy’s gift is also appreciated….
P.s Dear sister, if you are reading this, the only gift I can give you now is LOVE.. if that changes next year, than I might get you something =D
Thank you so much guys..
You are the best